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<\/figure>\n\n\n\nPeki insan b\u00f6ylesine bir bilgiyle y\u00fcz y\u00fcze geldi\u011finde bununla nas\u0131l ba\u015f edebilir? Varolu\u015f\u00e7u psikolojiye g\u00f6re, bizler \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda bununla ya kendi biricikli\u011fimize ve dokunulmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za inanarak ya da ba\u015fka bir kurtar\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanarak ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz. Kimi zaman ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olarak, zengin olarak ya da bizden sonra ya\u015fayacak eserler b\u0131rakarak \u00f6zel olma iste\u011fimizi besliyoruz ve bilin\u00e7 d\u00fczeyindeki \u00f6l\u00fcm kayg\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hafifletmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz. \u015eahsiyet dizisinin birinci sezonu boyunca bir izleyici olarak Ag\u00e2h Bey\u2019in yaln\u0131z ya\u015fayan kendi halinde bir adamdan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 te\u015fhisten sonra nas\u0131l bir seri katile d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken asl\u0131nda i\u015fledi\u011fi cinayetler sayesinde \u00f6zel oldu\u011funu, kontrol\u00fc elinde tuttu\u011funu ve ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz. Kendi adaletini da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rken ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan y\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 yanlar\u0131n\u0131n en u\u00e7 hallerini g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz bu adam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm kayg\u0131s\u0131yla nas\u0131l ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131kma yollar\u0131 yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131na da e\u015flik ediyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kusursuz olmayan hayatlar\u0131m\u0131zda, sevdiklerimiz ya da kendimiz ile ilgili b\u00f6ylesine tehdit edici bir bilgiyi kiminle ve nas\u0131l payla\u015fsak kendimizi tamamen anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve duyulmu\u015f hissedebilece\u011fimizi g\u00f6zlerimizi kapat\u0131p bir an olsun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnelim. B\u00f6yle bir an\u0131 hayal edebildiniz mi? Cevab\u0131n\u0131z hay\u0131r ise bu asl\u0131nda olduk\u00e7a anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r. Varolu\u015fumuz gere\u011fi di\u011fer insanlarla aram\u0131zdaki ba\u011f\u0131 hissetme ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131za kar\u015f\u0131n ger\u00e7ekteki deneyimlerimizi asla tam olarak payla\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 fark etmek \u00f6znelli\u011fimizi fark etmemizin ad\u0131mlar\u0131ndan biridir. Ag\u00e2h Bey\u2019in hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde hekiminin bak\u0131m\u0131nda rol oynamas\u0131 i\u00e7in k\u0131z\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme isteklerini t\u00fcm \u0131srarlar\u0131na ra\u011fmen \u00e7e\u015fitli bahanelerle geri \u00e7evirmesine ve hem k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n hem yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z M\u00fcmtaz Bey\u2019in hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmesini engellemesine ra\u011fmen zaten \u00f6ld\u00fcrece\u011fi (Nazif Bey) ya da konu\u015fmayan birine (Feza Han\u0131m) kendini a\u00e7mas\u0131 bize Ag\u00e2h Bey\u2019in ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 deneyimin asla payla\u015f\u0131lamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrebilir. Belki de Ag\u00e2h Bey kontrol edemedi\u011fimiz durumlarda en az\u0131ndan kontrol\u00fc bir miktar hissedebilmenin i\u00e7imizdeki \u00f6nemine dair de bize sinyaller yollad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yorumu yap\u0131labilir. Alzheimer gibi kontrol edilemeyen bir hastal\u0131k tan\u0131s\u0131 alan Ag\u00e2h Bey\u2019in hikayesi, kendi se\u00e7imlerimiz \u00fczerindeki sorumlulu\u011fumuz ve davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u0131s\u0131tlayan d\u0131\u015fsal g\u00fc\u00e7lere kar\u015f\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcr irademizi kullanma arzumuz ile ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kayg\u0131m\u0131z hakk\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in de bize f\u0131rsat verdi\u011fi s\u00f6ylenebilir. Ag\u00e2h Bey Alzheimer hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 te\u015fhisi ald\u0131ktan sonra arkada\u015f\u0131yla gitti\u011fi tango gecesinde kendisine alkol almas\u0131 \u00f6nerildi\u011finde, di\u011fer insanlara bak\u0131p onlar\u0131n nas\u0131l da sarho\u015f olacaklar\u0131n\u0131 ve rezillikler yap\u0131p ertesi g\u00fcn pi\u015fman olacaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Ancak sonras\u0131nda \u201c\u00d6m\u00fcr boyu unutmak… Unuttu\u011funu bile unutmak… E tabii ya, ben her \u015feyi unutaca\u011f\u0131m. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hat\u0131rlamayaca\u011f\u0131m ki.\u201d diyerek her \u015feyi unutaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yani \u00f6zg\u00fcrle\u015fece\u011fini fark etti\u011fi anda, arzulad\u0131klar\u0131yla pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ya\u015fayacaklar\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki geriliminin ortadan kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebiliriz. Belki de Ag\u00e2h Bey\u2019in kendi kendine dans etti\u011fi bu b\u00f6l\u00fcmde arka fonda Tom Jones\u2019a ait Not Responsible <\/em>\u015fark\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7alarken ileride i\u015fleyece\u011fi cinayetlerin sorumlulu\u011funun da \u015fahsiyeti gibi silinece\u011fini umdu\u011fu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 yapabiliriz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u015eahsiyet dizisinin ilk sahnelerinde sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 be\u015f bu\u00e7ukta uyanan, \u00f6z bak\u0131m\u0131 olduk\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, buzdolab\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015f bayat tost ile beslenen, aynaya bakarak kendi kendine \u201cZavall\u0131 Ag\u00e2h\u201d diyen hayat\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f bir Ag\u00e2h Bey ile Reyhan\u2019\u0131n intikam\u0131n\u0131 almak i\u00e7in cinayetlerini i\u015flemeye karar verdikten sonraki sabah mutlu kalk\u0131p kendine bir defter alan ve da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k dairesini toplayan Ag\u00e2h Bey\u2019in kalan \u00f6mr\u00fc i\u00e7in yeni bir anlam bulduktan sonra deneyimledi\u011fi canl\u0131l\u0131k aras\u0131ndaki fark bizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrebilir. \u0130nsan olman\u0131n do\u011fas\u0131 gere\u011fi tek ger\u00e7ekli\u011fin \u00f6l\u00fcm oldu\u011fu, deneyimlerimizi hi\u00e7bir zaman tam olarak ba\u015fkalar\u0131yla payla\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve d\u0131\u015fsal etkenlerin se\u00e7imlerimizi etkileyebildi\u011fi bir d\u00fcnyada, ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 bulma kayg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hissetmemizden daha anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r ne vard\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n *Ayr\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 metin i\u00e7in \u015fu kaynak incelenebilir: Kaynak, H., & Nazl\u0131g\u00fcl, M. D. (2019). Alzheimer Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131na Bili\u015fsel S\u00fcre\u00e7ler ve Klinik \u00c7er\u00e7eveden Bak\u0131\u015f: \u015eahsiyet Dizisinin Kritik \u0130ncelemesi. AYNA Klinik Psikoloji Dergisi<\/em>, 6<\/em>(2), 204-222.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Premiering in 2018 on a streaming platform, \u015eahsiyet (Persona) tells the story of the intersecting paths of Ag\u00e2h Bey and Nevra. The series, a drama\/crime story, was crowned with even greater success when Haluk Bilginer won the \"Best Performance by an Actor\" award at the 47th International Emmy Awards.\nNow returning to its audience with a second season, \u015eahsiyet follows Ag\u00e2h, a sixty-five-year-old retired judicial officer living alone in Istanbul\u2019s Beyo\u011flu district. 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